26 June 2008
Don't know why, I seem to be loitering around.
Finding a place that can fit me in.
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I blog hopped.
Everyone's sure of what they want.
I blog hopped.
Everyone's doing great.
I blog hopped.
And i read interesting blogs.
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What's with my life?
we quarrelled often recently. Right now, every single small quarrel can agitate me greatly. This ain't me in the past. and i do hope to be back.
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Things can't stay like this for long.
i hate school...
Left`alone
6/26/2008 08:19:00 PM™
16 June 2008
“人因梦想而伟大”, 谁都可以说这句话。
但现实往往都离梦想遥远。
说穿了,还不是人们以这句话来欺骗自己,逃避现实。
现实是什么?
是可笑的尊严?是无聊的文凭?是残酷的社会?是不可或缺的金钱?
还是我行我素的生活?
羡慕。
谁不羡慕那些可以勇敢决定自己人生去向的人?
他们不畏惧现实生活的残酷,也不怕残酷的现实社会。
他们相信,在这个庞大的世界上,终会有一个容身之处; 一个属于自己的地方。
那,属于我的地方在哪?
十九岁的我不年轻了。
也许,时间到了。
我该去寻找属于我的地方了。
Left`alone
6/16/2008 01:52:00 PM™
13 June 2008
Something came into my mind.
After graduation, I shall fly to a foreign country and earn a living there.
Might as well stay there forever.
If i happen to be so poor that i can't afford a ticket home, I shall die there.
AND NOBODY SHALL KNOW OR MISS ME.
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
Cool?
Left`alone
6/13/2008 12:24:00 AM™
10 June 2008
This is in response to MR Boon.
Im so bored that i did this.
Step 1: Tell people 10 random facts or habits about yourself.
Step 2: Choose 10 fellow blogger to continue this.
Step 3: Tag them to inform them.
Rule: Do not tag the one who tagged you.
10 random facts or habits:
1. love music but hate DMAT.
2. I feel like quiting school.
3. I love drinking beer actually. HAHA.
4. Life is making me feel so sick.
5. I love starbucks.
6. My brownie died few mths back and i miss her.
7. Am going to cut my hair short.
8. I really feel like quiting school.
9. I seriously do.
10. Love my boy. =)
And i shall spare ppl from doing it.
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Like what i say, i do feel like quiting. Just hate hate hate it. =(
Life is kinda meaningless now. Everyday do assignments.
Assignments after assignments.
So sick!
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Btw, i shall post up photos soon!
Went Haw Par Villa few days ago.
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I need peace!!
Left`alone
6/10/2008 02:06:00 PM™
03 June 2008
I went to school today.
Reached at around 10.30a.m, and i left at around 12.30nn.
Why?? Cuz i wasn't feeling well. Stomach cramps are killer.
Tried calling him when I'm unwell but he din't pick up. I went to buy a pack of Marmee and sat down at the foyer all alone, eating. Called again. No answer.
I went to the loo. Call again, din't pick up.
I think i gonna faint.
Called a total of 8 - 10 times then he called me back.
Ya, doing assignment. Shooting. But shooting for the continuous 2 hours? Impossible right?
I also got shoot before. At least in between scenes, there must be a few seconds free.
I'm feeling so sucky but can't reach him. It's a super bad feeling.
What if i really faint?
Ya. Shooting and can't pick up. I can understand. But i called at least 8 times, continuously. Shouldn't there be a sense of urgency?
My mind just went blank when Im on the train home.
I just hate going back school.
Left`alone
6/03/2008 02:22:00 PM™